So, all in all the Fair Performance went well... a lot of people watched the show and it went smoothly. There were a few hiccups backstage with a couple performers. And I just wrote to my Coach asking if I could not act as SM again and I can't believe I did it. It's been weighing on my mind for a while and progressively it seems that I'm not wanted or needed back there by the performers, and if that's so, then by all means I don't need to be back there. I'd much rather not have more stress, especially seeing as classes are coming up. Plus, I'd love to be able to actually see everyone perform and hear their entire song. I don't think any of them realize that I forgo actually acting like them because I was given the responsibility of making sure the show runs smoothly. It annoys the crap out of me that I get payed much more to do this for a living at the Theater and I get much less aggravation. I'd LOVE to act as just a performer, as well as my Coach's Assistant... I SM because she asked me to... I offered my services, and she asked if I could, and I accepted. But if I'm not needed or wanted backstage in that capacity, then so be it. No skin off my nose. UGH... so yeah, that's where I'm at right now. Questions, comments, you know what to do...